*miiE n maHH liFe
tueSdaE, 200905
me not anti-christ.. jus showing how cool da vinci code is.. lalala~
cool rite.. in da vinci de.. in the paintin, Last supper.. drawn by leonardo da vinci.. mysterious knife.. trying to kill mary magdalene? lol..
peter, apostle putting the hand as if to kill mary magdalene?? hmm.. *ponders..
painting of the last supper.. got mary magdalene inside.. i thot all apostles are male? lol..
so cool rite.. the pyramid outside the Lourve(Paris de gallery).. so fasinating.. lol
i luv this.. the grave of mary magdalene, the holy grail.. "underneath the blade and chalice wher she lies.." inverted pyramid!!
11:03 AM
maHH curSed prErOgAtiVe..
tueSdaE, 200905
jack da skeleton.. drawn by yours truly.. lol.. kinda weird thou..
10:37 AM
maHH curSed prErOgAtiVe..
tueSdaE, 200905
bad day
worst day ever.. nth can describe my fu*ked feeling now..
beginnig of the day was fine.. men was the moody de..
for mie.. it's jus boring lesson and freaking headache..
then kena caught by fong for shirt again.. fuk sia him!! FUK OFF!!
then went to expo.. then studied.. wad else.. got mel, sand, fishy
and nat.. studied phy.. and maths.. cant imagine taking exams
in 9 days.. urgh.. okae.. then i went home.. i didnt noe
worst things were happening.. my mom was giving my sis a chance
to live wid my biological dad.. the result is that
she lives wid my biological dad for the hols temporarily..
then later then she decide.. then i heard that.. everything
jus came out.. all the loneliness.. all the upset build up that
i hav tried so darn hard to put away.. all my regret and
fuking feelings.. URGH URGH URGH URGH URGH!! then i jus couldnt
stand it.. i jus cried out.. i feel so alone.. sis going to be gone
then somemore.. he's out ther.. and i see smth coming up for him..
can u blame me for feeling je.aL.OUS? but it's all my taiji..
concerns no one.. all my FUK feelings.. jus exploding out..
then that darn MTV keep playing sad songs.. lik LONELY NO MORE..
LONELY BY AKON.. and BAD DAY by DANIEL POWTER.. wad could be worse..
y is this happening.. can smone pls tell me.. can smth tell me
that everything's gonna be right and fine?? lik it used to..
it's so cold in the rain and all that's visible is my tears..
waitiN..
can i keep waiting by believing
gu dan yue jiu.. xing fu yue zhi de deng dai marh??
i jus slipping away..
10:25 AM
maHH curSed prErOgAtiVe..
moNdaE, 190905
glam me
i finding a reason to convince myself im glam.. haha..
apparently all in vain.. u tink lahx.. is studying at darn expo
glam? is lik going crazi over one darn tupid amaths qn glam?
now guess wad.. im the tortoise.. how ironic.. the title
still is owned by karmen.. i borrowed it jus cux of my big billabongy
bag.. todae is jus another day.. wad else.. lik 11 more days to the
first end of yr paper.. life sucks le still lai dat.. blarhx..
most sians lesson was the emaths(as usual).. dun undastand the trigo,
the kinematics, the frequency density.. blah blah blah yada yada..
tok bout cutting hair.. mine's long.. but unlike some rich kids..
me go barber.. haha.. cut botah.. todae is a crippled prawn day..
everyone telling me crippled prawn jokes.. & zeyou.. bahx.. is not
papa kk.. haiyo so obiang one.. lol.. okae.. tok bout stress..
emphasized by our choky aka siaky aka helmet head.. lol.. me so
tired.. haix.. goodness.. gayness is spreading frm hy to miie!!
no!! aids!! argh.. cant for end yr.. can get job and earn money..
okae.. andrew.. im counting on u.. lol.. anyone can tell me which books
of dan brown worth buying?? angels and demons? da vinci code? deception
point?? digital fortress?? or night mare b4 christmas? i onli can buy two
lol..blah blah.. okae.. S.QUADers on ur mark.. get set.. chiong
for eoy!! gd luck kk.. frm zeyou too.. haha.. i shld get out le..
me go back study.. mwahaha..
waiting still.. for the day of acceptance..
i'll alwaes be here..
12:45 AM
maHH curSed prErOgAtiVe..
sAtuRdAe, 100905
bOrIn wAlk doWn orChaRd wiD siS..
i swEaR.. i'll nvR gO ouT wiD mY siS to oRcHaRd aGain..
wE weNt heErEn fiRst & weNt wAllEt ShoP tO cheCk oUT wAllEts..
tHEn wEnt tO tAke nEopRiNts.. oN ouR wAy wAs theSe tWo guRls hu
toTaLLi inSulTeD piNk & fAshIon bY weAriN thE eXacT sAme piNk suiT..
tAlK bOut yUck.. fAshIon PolIce.. aRREst thEm.. LoL.. wEnt tO oOgLe At
mY reCenT dAhlIng.. thE smAll whiTe bAg At 77th StreeT.. roCks mAn..
tHEn wAs neOpRiNTs.. sO spAs.. bUT quIte niCe laHx..
nExt wE wAlkEd tO nGeE aNN ciTy.. hoPiN tO fiNd tHE oRchArd lIb..
aPPaReNtLY.. Im a diReCtIon iDioT w/oUt hIm.. LoL.. fiNd
sO LOng tHen fInAlli fouNd it.. uLu wAds.. hAhA.. weNt thEr
& shOWeD hEr thE woNdeRfuL coMicS.. saT thEr & reAd tiLL lIk
fouR thiRty & decided to go off.. she was so reluctant..
thEn i went to check out the top shop to see anything that
catches my eye.. & pResto.. I feLL in luv wid a golden bag..
amazingly small & cute.. im so notty & unfaithful.. lol..
but lik fifty bucks.. tym to save i told myself..
my sis was so uninterested.. fine.. i noe im materialistic & all..
well dun blame a gurL.. lOl.. iM goNNa spluRge oN bAgS..
woohOO.. wE went hm in the packed mrt.. wid difficulty in breathing..
buT all and all.. it was fun.. but i haven been dreaming of him..
since the two nites.. but im happie.. cux he is my korx.. once
again.. according to shi long.. that's gd to hear.. haha..
gd start??? theN shI lOnG inspired me to tink up of smth..
i wrote on my msn nick.. hold on.. i go cut and paste..
"dreamin of him is a wish, seein him is a dream..
him acceptin me is a miracle.. oNe that onli he can create & destroy.."
philosophical?? cool rite.. thks alot shi long.. & yepx.. glad i
found a fren lik u.. share my troubles & we're kinda in th same
boat rite.. gd luck for ur bonus kk.. well.. a word of advice..
dun hope that she is happy.. be the one to MAKE her happy.. hehe..
waiTiN stiLL & wiLL alWaEs..
.denise.
2:33 AM
maHH curSed prErOgAtiVe..
tHuRsdAe, 080905
i hOpE drEaMs dO cOMe trUe..
okAe.. kinDa krEep ouT buT i liTerAlly smiLed iN mY slEeP..
dreAmt oF hiM foR tWo coNsecutiVe nites.. shall not say the contents..
but it was all but him.. him.. him.. haha... some parts contain ppl
frm NAS & also FPS.. hAha.. weirD ehs.. buT i wAs sO rEluCtaNT to wAke
up.. weD woKe uP at 11am.. toDae wokE uP at 1pM.. hAhA.. so l8 hoRx..
im GoiN foR swiMmiN teSt tmL.. bRonZe.. wiSh mE luCk.. hOpE i duN scReW
up.. gOiN tO tAkE my siLvEr neXt mTh.. lOl.. miSS hiM lIk trUckLoaDs..
wAn tO sEe hiM agAin.. & sAnd iM noT hiS fAn.. i LUV HIM.. hAhA..
hAhA.. nO uSe sAyiN tHat noW lE.. hE doEsnT wAn tO tuRn hiS bAck
& aCcEpt mE lE.. hAi.. aLL i cAn do noW iS wAit & pRaY..
wAiTiN stiLL..
rotTiN.. lOl..
12:45 AM
maHH curSed prErOgAtiVe..
wEdNeSdAe, 310805
SENIORS~! wE mished u all so much..!
today is the day we get to noe wad the hell is the new thing dat
is new and never been done in any skools.. to tell u the truth..
i think the poster to announce that thing was hilarious..
wid Patrick Hon Tuck Loy's photo on it.. *no offense Loy..*
the new thing is the nGEE ann's values card.. the onli thing
so nice bout it is: u get discount frm 37 shops.. cool rite..
i got mine signed le.. hehe.. then was the teacher's day celebrations!!
Ms Toh got the best form teacher of sec 3 award!! WOOHOO!! & mrs
pong got Teacher of the Yr.. so cool rite.. chuan they all mus be elated..
then was the performance.. the emcees were super lame man..!! lol..
but i guess the pink shirt malay girls and the malay boys were the best!!
mAhh fave part.. meeting the seniors!! RAWKX man.. miss them so much..
lik fac.. chuan.. ming.. zhi ming.. chee huat.. loy.. via.. chris.. JO..
peiwen mummy.. matthew.. cze kin.. plus mani mani more.. hehe.. some changed..
lik ethel..pretty sia.. then after dismissal.. we took lots of pics..
later i went out 2gether wid fac, loy, zhi ming, chuan, men , ming & fishy..
at first they wanted to play pool.. then bowling.. then decided to watch
movie.. but no timings.. then we walked ard.. quite boring.. but at least
we chatted alot.. AND AND AND!! he wore the shirt i bought him.. and he
carried the wallet still.. plus.. i finalli gav him the beaar.. & he
liked it.. said it was kewtx.. heng ah.. my efforts paid off.. but it
seroiusly looks lik a gorilla.. sry ah.. lol.. so HappiE.. and after a long
talk wid men and comforting frm faccy.. i feel so much better.. at
least im happie when i tink of our memories & not space out & be sad..
i've made my decision to wait for him althou i noe he sure will
be attached by next yr le.. sadX.. but he's worth it.. and he
seriously doesnt noe that he's a girl magnet.. at least mani tinks he quite
shuai.. haha.. that includes me?? haha.. anyway.. late le..
*elated and willing to wait..*
+cant wait for 6 sept+ =)
12:45 AM
maHH curSed prErOgAtiVe..
wEdNeSdAe, 100805
_sRy bOut thE pRevIOuS vUlgAr poSt_
hMM.. oKae.. Lets see.. todae me and men suppose to meet
at 10 am to study le then go pasir ris park.. in the end
both of us onli reach at 11 plus.. i reached first and studied
my chinese & was hoping he drop by.. well.. oh never mind..
anyway.. didnt noe will be reminscing bout him so much todae..
we tok bus 403 then waited so long then came.. then also saw lydia
.. she going the SC bbq or smth.. lol.. she look so chio.. hee..
den i pulled men to go see the swing ther wher i wrote the "wo
guo hao da bian zhou mo shou cheng gui an yu xian zhuang.." lol..
rmb dat tym.. so hilarious.. haix.. i mish him.. also saw the
words he wrote the other tym.. wished it still applies now.. i went to
the helicopter ther.. haix.. searching for the un-noticible words..
then FOUND!! "ming he yun dao ci yi you".. lol.. then the one on the
kena drawn over by sm idiot hu drew a cat over it.. URGH!! then men
wanted to rent bike but i was reluctant.. lol.. lazi marhx.. sry..
then i sat alone lik idiot and started drawing smth.. bout promise de..
then went to buy lo mai kai.. lol then went to spider web and braved
storms n finalli reached the top and saw the one that monkey climbed
up so quickly and wrote.. then wrote smth else.. then came down le den
decided to return to white sands & slack.. hmm.. i swear if i spent
more tym wid karmen.. i going to turn into a hormosexual.. *gasp*
LOL.. no lahx.. and KARMEN.. i will be able to keep my liking till
afta o levels de.. if i break this promise.. i giv u my life..
can kill me.. lol.. iM CERTAIN THIS TYM ROUND.. okae then lik i went hm
& well now im reminscing wid him now.. wished to be able to experience
the times we went to pasir ris park again.. nvr mind.. hmm.. i going
to make my IC and go pasir ris park on sat(13th).. lol.. gotta go study
for ss test le.. sianx..
the sian-er
3 dAes moRe..
12:04 AM
maHH curSed prErOgAtiVe..
sAtuRdAe, 060805
_I juS wAntEd tO hAv a gLimPsE oF hiM~!!_
BLOODY HELL.. I DIDN'T SEE HIM!! I RUSHED THER THEN LIK HE IS
GONE!! ARGH!! MAN.. I MISH HIM SO MUCH STILL.. EYES LIK SO PAIN..
SRY GUYS FOR THE BIG CRYING THANG.. BUT I JUS WANTED TO SEE
HIM FOR A SECOND WOULD BE ENOUGH.. BUT NO.. WTF!! THAT MOMENT
THAT SAND TOLD ME THAT HE WAS AT THE LIBRARY.. I WAS SO LONGING
TO SEE HIM.. THE STRONG FEELING OF WANTIN TO C HIM..EVERYTHING WAS A
BLUR.. CHIONG DOWN FRM YOSHINOYA.. GOT THERE BUT HE LEFT LE..
Y!! Y DIDNT I RUN FASTER!! UGH!! Y DID I STONE FOR SEC DEN
RAN?? I WOULD HAV GOTTEN A GLIMPSE OF HIM.. IM STILL SO UPSET
BOUT IT.. SO HUNGRY AND EYES SO PAIN!!
guRl hu's oNli wiSh iS tO c Him agAin..
evEn wId tHe exChanGe of hEr lIfe
7 DaEs moRe.. 3 yEsh.. aNd 1 No..*
12:04 AM
maHH curSed prErOgAtiVe..
~s.QuaD
~pAndA cHiPs cLub
~behInD thoSe hAzEl eYeS
~piNk~
~hiM..~
~teDDy beArS!!
*DESIRES
~lEaRn & gEt a piAno..
~eAt kwAy chAp wiD hiM, taste's diff w/out him~
~+060813+ sEe hiM agAin & wait for him..~
~gaIn trUst..~
~watch april snow on 13 oct wid him~
~hiM..~
~keEp mY pRomIsE [i'll de!]~
~biLLaboNg bOaRdshoRts
~adVanCe mY roLLeRblAdiN
~lEaRn scuBa divIn
~waiT foR hiM~
*DaRLiNkS
cindy
fishy
karmen
sand
mingx
ivan
wen wen
huangyi
meiqi
sandra
huiru
leekiang
kylie
yunhui
jon korx
derrick
ding wei
fabian
hongquan
qianhua
*sHouT ouTs
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